退屈すること.
don't know how to blog but will blog newayz just bcos this place is boring.
違う事 .
there was a difference between this place and what i'd imagined it to be. UK is not as fun as what i'd thought it to be. the only "plus" which is offered by UK is the difference in culture. i am a "culture freak" always wanting to experience other culture as oppose to just seeing it.
面白い
every since i joined sociology and anthropology class in UBD i fell in love with the notion culture. my lecturer once said that to understand other culture would actually make u understand urs more. i decided there n then to try and experience other culture apart from mine to make me understand mine more.
although i find myself more and more confuse now. nevertheless i am satisfied. there comes a point in life when u are opened towards other people's idea, understanding and culture; that u'd just accept it without judging it comparing it with urs, judging whether its right o wrong to do this or that had never occured to me. all of the mixture of feelings u get. wonderful.
なぜ語。
languages ..... is another one of my passion. i don't know when it started but i started to speak Mandarin\Hakka when i am with my Chinese friends, my mother tongue when i am with my Malay friends, English with my British friends and Japanese with my Japanese friends. off all the languages that i speak at the moment the one foreign language i love speaking the most is Japanese language.
i don't know whether it might be the "toriton" cartoon that i always watched when i was as little as 4 years old taking care of my little sister whose still on her wheels still learning how to walk; asking her to stay put and watch the nice cartoon together with me. or was it all the anime in ubd. it doesn't matter .... i love the language. as much as i love my own.
the similarities between the two languages are so much that i dare to say that a Malay could learn the language in less than a year flat ... to actually speak the language properly.
自分の世界。
my world now in sash revolves around having spice, shisha and other stuffs which aren't really accepted i think in my culture. melting pot comes to mind. experimentation ... certain things we shouldn't start. smoking is one of them. drinking the other. i stopped drinking i think.
会いたかった。ほんとに会いたかった。
that line's always on my mind. 3 weeks to go i guess. spent time a while with my family then its the sea. i love going off to sea. the last time i was there people laughed at me cos i said i love going off to sea. they made fun of me as if it was a joke but it wasn't. its amazing. simply amazing.
many times i sat down next to the sea to clear my mind. the sea was a lot like life i guess. calm sometimes, rough the other. tranquil yet unforgiving.
旅
a journey ... begins here ... haven't got a clue where it ends.
お神－さま。。。勇気をくだいさい.
なぜ僕はここにいるんだる？
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